It worries me. It more than worries me. It’s like this little feeling that tugs away at my soul waiting to rip the life from me. Because that’s exactly how I would feel if I lost you to her again. I know you say Kauai and how you feel isn’t about her. I believe you. But that doesn’t erase my fears. Old habits die hard. So yeah when you talk about going back, NEEDING to go back. It’s a little scary for me. Because no matter which way you look at it. It’s back on that very, very small island with her. Sooner or later you’re bound to run in to each other and then what? I get that you love that place. I do too. I don’t ever want to keep you from your dreams I’ve told you that from the start. But I just want you to be sure it’s really your dreams your chasing after or finally accepting and having a hard time letting go of the past.